OI VEY!

1) I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO OKLAHOMA!!!!!!!!!! seriously, and i want like a month of summer IN SEATTLE before I go to Berlin. yeah i'm super excited about going to Berlin, but i'm having a lot of fun here right now and i'm not ready to leave in the middle of all of it. :( i'm seriously depressed about this. it's going to be 2 and a half MONTHS until I come back! and I accidentally hurt my dad's feelings today when I told him I don't want to go back to Oklahoma. I really wish my parents lived like 20 minutes away from me, so I could drive and see them all the time, and not have to make it this huge event 2,000 miles away from Home. and by home, I mean SEATTLE. of course i LOVE my family! i just am young and having a good time here in Seattle as well and I LOVE my friends here. this city is AMAZING. the only thing I really have in Oklahoma is a couple friends, who have all moved on with their lives for the most part understandably, and my family. I don't care about taco cabana, or OU, or Norman, or the sooner fashion mall, or brookhaven, I only miss a handful of people and my family and my pets. FUCK!!!!!! I'm going to miss seattle this summer SO BAD!

2) I have no motivation to do any of my homework at all. I REALLY should be studying, but instead i'm being all giggly and texting and doing anything but studying. OI VEY = the story of my life.

yeah, that's all I have right now. I need to pack some and then write an essay and study. poopcicle.

more happy things will come once i'm in Germany I believe. my oklahoma blogs will probably be all emo though. *le sigh*