I wish these pills would kick in faster

oh Blogspot! I was back at work today! oh joy. will I even leave that place for good? They kept me two hours late, but hey, i need the money. Then I snuck a beer from my parents! Oh so naughty, they have so much booze though, it's so tempting. This is only their spare liquor too. There is also a fridge full of beer and a PACKED liquor cabinet.
It was dumb of me to have that beer though, because then arielle called me and wanted me to go over and watch movies with her and some of her friends. There is NO way i'm risking driving though, even though it was just one beer. I'm not worried that i can't drive, because one beer does not effect me at all, it's just i know my town does random stops and Breathalyzers, and i'm not risking being underage and a smidgen of alcohol on my breath.

Oi vey, my heart still hurts.
Also, I hate how i over analyze everything! But, i suppose a lot of people do that.
(OH and my town library SUCKS! every single book I wanted, was either lost, or didn't exist at my library. pathetic. they were even classics! oi vey!
sorry, side thought...) I have to see everything every day and am reminded that i'm an emo bitch who needs to get over herself and grow up! god, it's so childish. but it feels so good. oiiiii. Ellie Nash, only you understand! i'm kidding though... sorta! haha. god i'm a FREAK!
omg, so this lady came into work today, and her ankle was COMPLETELY cut to shreds. All the way around, like an ankle bracelet. Why would you show that off???
anyways, my damn elliott smith CD is skipping.


god, you were so talented, so smart. your music is amazing. i understand elliott, i know.
but seriously, why did you have to go?