two thousand and eight

well the new quarter is upon us and so far it's off to a pretty good start. i love one class, like 2 others, and am scared of the 4th. I'm taking a continuing german class which i'm not too worried about, but i always have to be on my toes when it comes to german. i tend to let my mind wander and next thing i know, everyone is starring at me and waiting for a reply, when i hadn't been paying attention, and sometimes you can talk around it in English, but it's pretty hard to in another language. so this class is on my "like" list. my other "like" class is chemistry. last quarter, if you read my previous blogs, i did horribly. but after a long tear filled self-loathing conversation with my parents, we have come to the conclusion that I will continue on the pre-Dental track, and they will support me in whatever I do and however long it takes me, as long as I'm doing what I love. It's really nice and great of them. I basically have awesome parents...most of the time. yeah they are crazy, but they have a lot of good qualities too, and hey, they are my parents, and that's not gonna change, nor would i want it too. so on my "love" list, I am taking Human Sexuallity, which is a psychology course, and it is fucking bad ass. It's SO interesting and I love it all! Finally, the class I'm scared of, is one I am proctoring, a German Film class. I'm so shy, why did I sign up for this?! i'm younger then the people i'm grading and teaching, and one girl in my group is better at german then me, i swear! but she did live in germany for SIX YEARS!!! and her family is all german! WTF! why is she in a beginning German Film class? she said she is going to switch to Advanced, but she already practically showed me up in front of the other students. LAME. but I will get over it, and I still think they think i'm really good, so, hey, let's see where it goes.

So I'm moved into my new house and room. I like it here, but I still miss a lot of things about living in the dorms. mainly Jenny and the convience of being on campus. but I like having my own room and being able to cook. mmmm I love cooking. my vegan diet is consisting of too many beans and rice though, I need to spice it up a little bit.

So today something else happened as well. I don't really feel comfortable even saying it in my blog, only with Jenny and Arielle really. seriously, they are the only two, well sorta. I suppose Tiffany hears all my drama as well ;). but everything came rushing back today and I feel sad and happy and calm and crazy all at the same time.

fudgeeeeeee.