FUCK!

the rugby song "shit damn fuck-a-damn, fuck-a-damn damn" comes to mind right now. I just checked my grades and they SUCKED BALLS! I litterally FAILED my Chemistry final and got a 2.0 in the class. I am so so so upset. I don't know what to do. My parents are going to FLIP because they are paying clost to $40,000 for me to go to my University, so I better get good grades. but worst of all, I don't know if that is a high enough grade to get into the next chemistry class. If I can't get into the next chemistry class, that means I would have to RETAKE this chem before I take the next, which would put me behind a whole quarter, and I'm already starting the pre-dental a year late. omg omg omg. I don't know what to do. I don't think my parents can afford 5 years of school, and I'm already pushing it. I don't think I'm ever going to get into dental school, why am I even trying. I should drop out of school and work at taco cabana the rest of my life. If I did that, it wouldn't be a very long rest of my life, I know that for sure. I really wish UW offered a program to become a Dental Hygenist. You have to go to community college to do that though I think. GOD, my life is falling to shit right now because of this one class. I wish I could be like my brother and get 4.0s in everything. He has it made, he is a genius, has a great girlfriend, decent looks, athletic, everyone likes him, an awesome job with great pay, the list goes on.
I don't deserve to go to Germany this summer.