fat fat fat

i'm watching "Inside the Brookhaven Obesity Clinic"on Discovery Health Channel, AKA my obsession! It's a really sad show. I know I'm not that fat compared to them, but I am getting so fat. I really need to eat less in general and less sugar and exercise even more. God I hate it.

So I found out today that this guy that I went to high school with, had an overdose and died. He was in my brothers graduating class, and he was so hott. My friend, Orsi, and I used to always see him after lunch and his cool red tattoo. It's really sad, but it's a little bit his fault for messing with drugs, if that was the case. Either way, I'm kinda upset about the whole thing.

Another shitty thing to add to my list of why this Winterbreak has sucked, my one eyed kitty Mei-Ling

has a bad infection in her only good eye. We had to surgically remove her right eye a while back because she had a disformity and it was all gross and pussy and half closed. Now, her one good eye is dropping, bright red, dialated, and pussy. I'm taking her to the Vet tomorrow. I hope she'll be okay. If she needs to get this eye removed as well, I don't know what will happen. Would we have to put her down? What would we do with a cat with no eyes? I hope she'll be okay.

Arielle and I are watching, "Boys Don't Cry." Oi vey. It's going to be sad, I think she dies in the end.

This boy who is not y sister's boyfriend, just stopped by and brought her Vegan Christmas cookies that he made... I wonder if this is going to cause any jealously with her actual boyfriend? haha.

So tomorrow I'm getting my hair cut with more defined bangs. Growing my hair out is taking forever. I want to cut it short, but it would make this last year and a half a waste. I need to stick it out. Then Friday I'm going into T.Cabana, woohoo. haha. I'm excited because I need to make money, hardcore. I'm brokeeeeeeee.

I'm excited to go back to Washington.