i hate valentines day

seriously. i don't want to be one of those singles who is like "fuck that" while all those in relationships are so happy and into this hallmark holiday. but, oh well, i am. even the last two years, when i had a boyfriend on v-day, i still hated it. so, it makes me feel like i am a true hater of this suck-fest-holiday, not just when I'm conveniently single.
But today i am extra heart broken, so instead of my usual "fuck this" not really caring attitude, i'm actually sad. but b/c of my A-Ds i can't fully feel my emotions. in fact, i ran out today, i have to get more tomorrow which i think is funny. what i also think is funny is that the cat Salma got spayed today, on Vday, haha. ironic. oh and rugby game this saturday i'm excited, as excited as my robot self can get. oh and i'm not doing my homework b/c i basically can't concentrate right now worth a damn, i can't even write a decent blog, so i'm going to end with a pity party to myself, then go take some sleep medicine.

































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